Dad and mom came yesterday and fetched me to cheras for dinner. Surprisingly I wasn’t happy about the dinner that I did not have to eat at here but the food and fruits and delicacies and cakes parents brought from Muar. How glad I was~There were too many. I bet I couldn’t finish but I think they purposely brought them for me to share with my blockmates. Because they often offered me something to eat, I never rejected~shy. Courtesy, right?

So, I divided my ‘property’(muahahahaha) into several parts and started to distribute. Due to the food were all fresh and local one, they were pretty happy and appreciate the things I gave them. stt, my friends said the banana cake very nice wor..

La la la, I felt like I am a Santa Claus. thanks again my lovely dad and mom the fruits. Muahhhhhhhhh>3 it

1.hot perfect weather day for laundry.

2.sponge cake+dou sa pao+chinchau soya drink+chicken chop+murtabak

3. bio paper 3 -important thing(sources of error: inaccuracy in apparatus, difficulty in judging colour) (improvements: use more accurate apparatus like pippete instead of syringe, replicate the experiment, cover petri dish, control ph by using buffer solution, control temperature by using water bath, use wider range of concentration)

4. chemistry revision-unproductive

5. got a dream i had thousands of shoes.

6. no places practice dirty tatrics like here. don’t pollute this country please.

7. craving for sushi, delicious food, alot ..etc…

8. i should be more open minded.

9. I hope myself can enjoy my very own life.

10. Had a sudden urge to sing a good song. ~~~la la la..please bear with me. annooying I know.

11. Admire those who are ambitious and accomplish their dream and not only talk about it but practice it.

12. I think I am tired of being normal and quiet. I want to be someone I had never be before. I want to sing on stage. I want to dance like no one else. I want to walk like a model in an empty, long corridor.

13. I love love super love those eyes!

Mwahs <3 !

currently listening: Anything I’m Not-Lenka

I know I am late. Many people seem to know this Britain’s got talent already. Some videos to share, besides susan boyle with not much impressive appearance has a voice that stunned the audience and judges, another little girl from Britain’s got talent used her voice to capture the hearts of all people. They sang really well. u got to see the expression of simon before and after these talented people opened their mouths.

okay..

another one,

also got some amusing one, they were very entertaining and inspiring.

what is the strangest thing your mom have ever said to you?

what turf. I got to be dreaming. She said you should buy more clothes and this is the age I allow you to have boyfriend. OMG !

Spend the entire afternoon baking banana cake and this one! (dunno wat its name)

I am quite satisfied with the results except banana cake, it did not turned out as fluffy as I thought.

Pardon for the numerous holes. Handmade one is like that de…><

In the oven. I just aware of that oven wastes a lot of electricity and makes our electric bills exorbitantly high.

In case you didn’t notice, I am just trying to show off this piece of work. *bluek

Chinese new year version bread for sale! =.=

Bread can see the sky!

Besides baking, I have re-newed my passport today! Went swimmming today. Ate spicy sambal ikan cooked by talented maid. Drank coconut drink, hoola, it was refreshing. Watched Bride Wars and imagined I wore the Vera Wang dress for a while. Anna Hathaway Is Gorgeous, I like the outfit she wore and her hair. Read newspaper, nothing new, another murder case happened (omg, it happened in muar) and the chaos in thailand. I wish this world can be more peaceful.

 Tommorow will be a great day. Nothing special gonna happen, just that we have to keep ourselves happy and contented all the times, right? *smile

This is holiday’s life. *lift up eyebrows

Guess it shouldn’t be like that? But, woe is me.

I have no choice.

Actually, I am blogging and face-booking.

Most of the time, I just relax and enjoy the sensation of food.

Desserts like ice-cream, fruits, fruit juice, coconut water, pork

anything you can’t find in the little room of mine in hostel. *winks

PMS-ing

Speaking of the last incident, i had refrained myself from having conversations with her. OH, WHY! GOD DAMN IT! SHE did it again!!! made me frustrated that was enough to stop me from talking to her forever.

Enough of unhappy things. I should move on to other subjects before spreading negative emotions to other.

I am in the midst of making a decision. Since my three weeks holiday is approaching, I want to have a break. want to TOTALLY free myself. But, but, but AS-level exam is one month away. Should I study or go out to have fun? maybe a little shopping, that’s enough to make me become wholesome. Cuz, even now everyone is busy burying their heads into books, I have no mood to study. What a ‘hardworking’ student I am. I am impressed by myself. I want to go shopping, at the same time, I want to balik kampung. Which one la?

If go shopping, I want to buy a bag, a pair of wedges, shorts, dress (I have nothing to wear to my cousin’s wedding), headband and some accesories. Long time I didn’t go shopping.

On the another note, I think I crave for a DSLR camera. sigh..

or perhaps a canonG10.

haiya..or use back the old digital camera la. the colour is good and can save money.

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Jump to another topic, I really saw a lot of people wear gingham on the streets and wondered if ever someone puked when saw the gingham scarves again.

Since I feel like want to eat pizza, this weekend I decided to bake a pizza. Hopefully, it will be a great success. Wish me luck.

Tomorrow will be the last day for this semester. Today, classmates organise a BBQ party. I didn’t go because not feeling well. all the oily things will make my stomach cramp again.

I think I need time management.

Back to study. (actually is dreaming)

I really really really hate stingy person. It had been such a long time that I didn’t hate anyone that my EQalmost reach the optimum. Come on, I know I am a bad-tempered person. I lost control, sometimes. I can explain with that. It’s because the person himself or herself got such a bad attitude THAT IS really BAD.

I know everyone has their weaknesses. But, doesn’t your teacher in the school teach you that we should admit our shortcomings and try to improve ourselves. Take a mirror in front of yourself : ‘you are not that good also, why you got right to criticize others ar?’ Hey, hey , hey, at least I know and try to change and improve it because think the other way round, do you want to be treated like that? So, of course my answer is definitely a big no no. I hate to be treated like a trash and unloved. (fire burning in my heart..can you see?) grrh..

The things I want to emphasize is why so stingy, it’s not like you got so much money that you can keep it and use it to buy your coffin after you die. I don’t mean some old people. Old people have their reason to be stingy and I know why. But it is seriously unacceptable for a young man or lass to become liddat!

Story begins..

I was going out to eat and my friend asked me to help her buy the food. She was so lazy even the place is within walking distance. I really hate someone says that she or he is a lazy person because right now I really hate lazy person more than ever although I was one but not that kind of lazy. Okay, I ate and went back to hostel. I paused, thinking whether want to buy for her or not. Of course when you have promised someone, you must keep the promise, right? But, I have certain rules. There are some people who did not appreciate your helpings and acting like that you should do for them wtf wtf wtf. I am not your maid wtf. The pause is due to I am thinking that person’s personality. She is optimistic and always cheerful that I talked with her almost everyday. We are friends. What’s the point having all that cheerfulness but so stingy? no point!  I bought and went back. Whenever my heart tells me to be stingy, I heard my daddy said to me ‘don’t calculate so much (don’t be so selfish) chi yi dian kui shi bu yong jin de.’ So, I  always reminded myself I cannot be a calculative person because i hate that kind of person. If says the type of person I hate the most in this world or universe I don’t care, the stingy person tops the chart.

So, I went back and brought the food to her room. Room service had never been so good. My heart was so playflul that times I wanted to test her personality. okay, I asked her whether I can have one scoop of that tau fu fa. HELLO, not that I have no money to buy wei. And, SERIOUSLY, you know her answer: haiya, why you don’t buy yourself? haiya..go away la..*pause (quickly take her food away from my hands like I gonna eat them all and put on the table) *pause …Her first response is liddat ord but bloody stupid me still want to test her: I said eh, got room service charge leh! Then, she paused again. Huh? then RM1.60 loh..(my tips is twenty sen only) Sorry, if I want to collect tips, not just that, it’s more than that. Bloody stupid me shocked and didn’t think that much, I quickly said haiya bluff you one la..no no no no. At that times, I really don’t want to be claim as a greedy person because I hate that kind of person too. So, is my initiative wrong? I got no appetite to eat that bloody taufufa because I am so full already but I just want to test and have fun. It disappoints me so much and I never know her true personality is like that. She can use her money generously BUT ONLY SPEND ON HERSELF ONLY. Several times I bought otak-otak from Muar and give her. After the first time, she asked me to buy three for her. The first time is just convenient because I buy bread for the breakfast when I back to nilai so I buy for them also since one of them help me to carry my things when I moved, one of them ask me to play badminton, and the girl I talks about send me to the bus station one time. I do remember the good things they had done for me and I really appreciate for their kindness. The second times I decided not to buy breads because I brought other foods for breakfast. but my father said it’s convenient also (I told him my friends told me to buy bread for her) and purposely took the road that was not our route to destinations. My dad told me again, don’t be so calculative. I really wanted to tell him, what if people don’t appreciate your good when you have done good to them? I am not selfish but I have the right to do things to the people I like, right? not people I don’t like. Then, I think I don’t feel like want to explain to him. I am so tired. Carrying all the way from bus station from Muar to there and give it in front of the door. I charged her free although she was the one who asked me to help her buy. I listened to my daddy’s words although I am not agreed with what he told me to do. Now, asking for one scoop also get rejected. When I back home, every time I saw my sister eating maggy mee, I will always ask her whether I can have one mouthful of that and her answer is always a yes. (one of my habit, seriously I don’t want to eat, i don’t know why I just say those words naturally ‘hey, can I eat one mouthful only?’)Sometimes, I didn’t keep my promises, eating almost half of the bowl and didn’t stop, she will responds hey your one mouthful took very long hor. I just smiled and said one more, last one!! Hahaha..She gave in to me sometimes. Sometimes even I am not asking, she will cook and place the bowl in front of me provided with spoons and chopstick. Awwww. I don’t want to be surrounded by mean friends.

I wonder next time if you ask me to buy again, will I do the stupid thing again? I surely let you taste the feel of being rejected. *revengeful

Why I got pissed of by somebody I don’t like, wasting my time only? *big shiny eyes..All my angers vent out…*back to high EQ  again..sigh

Edgy yet sophisticated, those fringe and smoky eyes……..she is Daisy Lowe. Love her stylish sense, dark lip and cheekiness.

An insider has said: “She’s the ideal Karen Millen woman – young, eclectic, unique and an international style icon in the making.”  cite here.

Got hot music boyfriend and ohmygod she is only 20 years old, sigh do western people develop faster and more complete than asean me?  During adolescent stage, people already had full breast, y I had flat chest… An English model who starting her modelling career at the age of 2, all the wealth and socialite..I shall refrain myself from getting to know her better which is finding her information via google.

one of the obscene photo below is snapped by Terry Richardson, then I think why this name so familiar, *shshhhhhhzzz..such a coincidence, he is in a relationship with jen brill. Their age gap is 30 or 40 something, I am not really sure. Who cares, right? Plus, it’s their own business and nothing related to me. wahahaha..By the way, I also like jen’s styling sense. I remember once she said when people criticized her clothing ‘ I rarely think hard on what I wear, if everyone criticized and I bother, then I have to go naked. ‘ 

ciaoz…

What do you think about Earth Hour?

I think it’s better you practise switching off the electricity everytime going out rather than purposely turning off the light for one hour. Sometimes, people overused the word ‘greening the earth’.