Exam fever

One more week, exam arrives. I’m pretty sure that those who act or pretend like it’s a test ain’t take it as a test, whether they are clever or have high memory storage, the result they get at the end makes you faint. Ok, i admit, i am the one that is not hardworking enough. (Oh ya! you blame others cause you are not better than them. I do, haha, I mean I care my marks.) So, to make myself got initiative to score better, insultation to myself is necessary. I talk to myself, ‘hey, why are you so stupid? people can get very high marks, you le?’ Sometimes, I try to figure it out, ended I think maybe I am born to do other things beside reading and coping with exams. But, on the other hand, if i think i really capable doing other things, will i work really hard and put all my effort in it? The conclusion is no, I am just trying to escape. Escape to no way. The most effective way to tackle your problem is to face it and solve it. Well, if you face it, sure you will got plenty of time thinking ways to solve it, at least you will try again even you have failed.

Before exam,

I crave…………………

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food, biscuits, sweets, watching drama, online-ing, and

this..

and..

clothes from forever21, absolutely lovee it!

and,

mayday’s new album songs. 后青春的诗. ( the poem of after youth) so weird! haha, some words in mandarin just cannot translate into english, this is the uniqueness of chinese words.

and,

the short and flirthy dress that Vanessa Anne Hudgen wore. Oh, remind me of the waltz dance in the rain. ^^ Hopelessly romantic.

and,

Island, sea breeze and sun shine.

If, if, if only these can be fulfilled. Wakakaka…

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then, i will be happy.

walao,  I am greedy like want to swallow an elephant.

back

I will be going back to muar soon. This is why i have to mop the floor, do the laundry and pack all my things before i go. I can’t bear after coming back here have to do all these again. Instead, i try to finish my assignments here also, so i no need to bother and can sit back and relax at home. Doubtfully, it’s seem like an *impossible mission*.

I’ve to sleep kaokao liao. I am tired. don’t know why.

Nilai is like dead city, in the college i mean, it’s like don’t know how to describe, empty and hollow especially during festive seasons when all the students have already gone back to their hometown. Luckily not only me agree, there are a lot of people study here who think nilai is boring too. However, one of my friends said she like the ambience on weekend like nobody around, no more hustle bustle which i think is weird.

Suddenly, I want to drink coffee because while i typing this i am eating ping pong biscuits.

The perfect match: ping pong biscuits + coffee.

Dump the biscuits into the coffee a few seconds only or else it will become too wet and sink to the bottom of the cup and eat it. It’s so nostalgic that bring back my old memories. If i drink coffee, i don’t have to sleep, better drop that idea.

What happens?

After a whole long day of classes, I dragged my steps back. Today, there was a mooncake festival outside my hostel, full of lanterns but not very attractive though because they stupidly put lanterns under bright spotlight (beside is basketball court, why on earth playing basketball at night?). There were stalls selling food, drinks and some games were playing and gifts were given.

My roomate opened the door called me and gave me a bowl of red bean soup. Wow, I appreciate that! ( hopefully not the leftovers wtf) This is the first time some people cook things for me to eat although my ex-roomate once gave me a mouthful of maggie mee that she cooked herself and it was I asked for it. I can’t resist when she is eating in front of me.Haha, sounds so damn kesian but the reason I didn’t bring maggie mee because I want a healthy body and I don’t want to eat unhealthy food when I am alone outside. I love eat Maggie but not boiled one, cooked with eggs(drools).

 Comparing to my ex, I think the present one is nicer. First, she didn’t try to disturb me when I sleep with the unbelievably loud typing sound because she did not sleep on her own bed. Second, she did not pretend didn’t see me when she walked past me because I have never bump into her when I am going for classes. Thirdly, she cooked me a bowl of red bean soup. Haha, I did not try to ‘ xi xin yan jiu’ just the ex had hurt me before. I try to remember her good and forget the bads but it doesn’t work if the other acts nonchalantly normal and see me as non-existent. Oh, I shall take it as if there is sand in her eyes so she does not have a clear vision.

I have to study chemistry but procrastinate, procrastinate…