I really really really hate stingy person. It had been such a long time that I didn’t hate anyone that my EQalmost reach the optimum. Come on, I know I am a bad-tempered person. I lost control, sometimes. I can explain with that. It’s because the person himself or herself got such a bad attitude THAT IS really BAD.
I know everyone has their weaknesses. But, doesn’t your teacher in the school teach you that we should admit our shortcomings and try to improve ourselves. Take a mirror in front of yourself : ‘you are not that good also, why you got right to criticize others ar?’ Hey, hey , hey, at least I know and try to change and improve it because think the other way round, do you want to be treated like that? So, of course my answer is definitely a big no no. I hate to be treated like a trash and unloved. (fire burning in my heart..can you see?) grrh..
The things I want to emphasize is why so stingy, it’s not like you got so much money that you can keep it and use it to buy your coffin after you die. I don’t mean some old people. Old people have their reason to be stingy and I know why. But it is seriously unacceptable for a young man or lass to become liddat!
Story begins..
I was going out to eat and my friend asked me to help her buy the food. She was so lazy even the place is within walking distance. I really hate someone says that she or he is a lazy person because right now I really hate lazy person more than ever although I was one but not that kind of lazy. Okay, I ate and went back to hostel. I paused, thinking whether want to buy for her or not. Of course when you have promised someone, you must keep the promise, right? But, I have certain rules. There are some people who did not appreciate your helpings and acting like that you should do for them wtf wtf wtf. I am not your maid wtf. The pause is due to I am thinking that person’s personality. She is optimistic and always cheerful that I talked with her almost everyday. We are friends. What’s the point having all that cheerfulness but so stingy? no point! I bought and went back. Whenever my heart tells me to be stingy, I heard my daddy said to me ‘don’t calculate so much (don’t be so selfish) chi yi dian kui shi bu yong jin de.’ So, I always reminded myself I cannot be a calculative person because i hate that kind of person. If says the type of person I hate the most in this world or universe I don’t care, the stingy person tops the chart.
So, I went back and brought the food to her room. Room service had never been so good. My heart was so playflul that times I wanted to test her personality. okay, I asked her whether I can have one scoop of that tau fu fa. HELLO, not that I have no money to buy wei. And, SERIOUSLY, you know her answer: haiya, why you don’t buy yourself? haiya..go away la..*pause (quickly take her food away from my hands like I gonna eat them all and put on the table) *pause …Her first response is liddat ord but bloody stupid me still want to test her: I said eh, got room service charge leh! Then, she paused again. Huh? then RM1.60 loh..(my tips is twenty sen only) Sorry, if I want to collect tips, not just that, it’s more than that. Bloody stupid me shocked and didn’t think that much, I quickly said haiya bluff you one la..no no no no. At that times, I really don’t want to be claim as a greedy person because I hate that kind of person too. So, is my initiative wrong? I got no appetite to eat that bloody taufufa because I am so full already but I just want to test and have fun. It disappoints me so much and I never know her true personality is like that. She can use her money generously BUT ONLY SPEND ON HERSELF ONLY. Several times I bought otak-otak from Muar and give her. After the first time, she asked me to buy three for her. The first time is just convenient because I buy bread for the breakfast when I back to nilai so I buy for them also since one of them help me to carry my things when I moved, one of them ask me to play badminton, and the girl I talks about send me to the bus station one time. I do remember the good things they had done for me and I really appreciate for their kindness. The second times I decided not to buy breads because I brought other foods for breakfast. but my father said it’s convenient also (I told him my friends told me to buy bread for her) and purposely took the road that was not our route to destinations. My dad told me again, don’t be so calculative. I really wanted to tell him, what if people don’t appreciate your good when you have done good to them? I am not selfish but I have the right to do things to the people I like, right? not people I don’t like. Then, I think I don’t feel like want to explain to him. I am so tired. Carrying all the way from bus station from Muar to there and give it in front of the door. I charged her free although she was the one who asked me to help her buy. I listened to my daddy’s words although I am not agreed with what he told me to do. Now, asking for one scoop also get rejected. When I back home, every time I saw my sister eating maggy mee, I will always ask her whether I can have one mouthful of that and her answer is always a yes. (one of my habit, seriously I don’t want to eat, i don’t know why I just say those words naturally ‘hey, can I eat one mouthful only?’)Sometimes, I didn’t keep my promises, eating almost half of the bowl and didn’t stop, she will responds hey your one mouthful took very long hor. I just smiled and said one more, last one!! Hahaha..She gave in to me sometimes. Sometimes even I am not asking, she will cook and place the bowl in front of me provided with spoons and chopstick. Awwww. I don’t want to be surrounded by mean friends.
I wonder next time if you ask me to buy again, will I do the stupid thing again? I surely let you taste the feel of being rejected. *revengeful
Why I got pissed of by somebody I don’t like, wasting my time only? *big shiny eyes..All my angers vent out…*back to high EQ again..sigh
